Wednesday, May 6, 2009

I Knew It...

OK--I knew it!! A person has a gut feeling for a reason. I knew that she had not been taught to listen, but i really didn't know to this extent. Yesterday cassy did not come home from school as planned. pastor's son got her from her room and was leading her to the vehicle when she said she seen our car. he let her go(no fault of his, most seven 7yr olds know what they are talking about) and she left with 2 kids from school!!!! Walked to their house. and the parent-THANK GOODNESS!!!!-called the school. Now, i see a lot of 7 yr old kids walking to school, which is fine, but they have been taught a little better. she is so easily distracted and would go with ANYONE!!! we have had a talk everyday about who not to go with and what to do, and she still left. I even asked her yesterday morning "who are you to leave with?" and she told me. after school at about 4:10 when she got home she said "but they were my friends"!!! i was relieved to see and wanted to beat her at the same time. she is crazily defenseless, oblivious to any danger out there. and, let me tell you the feeling of helplessness by not being able to drive was the worst it has ever been. pastor was waiting on her and then brought her back to me. i knew better...people think i am a freak, but i knew. and now they do too!! i promise you that even after yesterday, she would leave with anyone again. that is so scary to me. yes it is a small town, but---perverts are everywhere!! even at a friend's house. i am just thankful that the parent called the school and sent her back with her daughter instead of just letting her go...gives me the heebie jeebies... So she left again today...with someone else. coming home...with someone else...and i am about to choke. except the fact that it is set up for her NOT to just be let go on the playground (which by the way i think is crazy anyway-but who am i). she is to go to the office and someone will pick her up from in there!! k, so there you have it!! panic at the disco---lol...

4 comments:

Momma B said...

Panic is running wild through my veins right now!!!

Anonymous said...

hey i am picking dalton up from school from the office...did you need someone to take cassy to you?? just a thought....i can imagine the panic you felt....hate that. At one time Lil D and Mid D were to wait for their dad to pick them up from school. Big D waited and waited for Lil D but no show and then went to get Mid D and he was there. So I frantically called the school to see if they could get the bus driver and see if Lil D was on the bus and well he did ride the bus...he forgot. So I had to rush home to beat the bus home because they would not leave him by himself....aahh! Frantic/panic sucks!!!

Snot Head (a.k.a Kylie) said...

Our senses always tell us when something is wrong, but we and society try to convince us it is a coincidence or not real. That really sucks. I hate that you can't drive, either. I know it makes you feel bad, and that is frustrating. The girls will learn. Heaven is already learning so much. It is best that they are with you, but I will be praying greatly for patience for you. I know it is going to grow thin. I'm sorry!

Snot Head (a.k.a Kylie) said...

P.S. I love the comment about Panic at the Disco. I love that band!